Sunday, April 18, 2010

Yum....




A friend turned me on to these...I've never been a big chocolate fan but I have been converted! They are completely organic and %100 natural.. Love these, especially the toffee ones!


Sunday, April 11, 2010

Easter and other stuff...


Never too old to hunt for eggs!





My Mom!<3 her!!



We made these in lieu of eggs this year...much easier!



We had a great Easter Sunday... a brunch at the park with our families....sadly missing were my nieces and nephews...:( I knew I would miss them but WOW, I really miss them...





Our computer has a running slide show of photos..%75 of them have a least one niece or nephew in them.. We sure did a lot with those kids... and we feel thier absence..

Monday, March 15, 2010

Running and Screaming...

I have been wrestling with my feelings lately..I must have an extremly long and painful bout of PMS or something...I have been a grouch and a half to my family.. feeling grouchy toward myself as well..
1. I have a extreme case of the terrible 2's going on..hitting, scratching and screaming seem to happen at hourly intervals around here this last week. Time out has become a popular place to visit..then make up hugs and "i"m sorries" from one moody two year old, only to happen all to soon a little while later. Noone knows what will set him off.. I for one am tired of this and ready for this phase to be over with!
2. Teenage attitude..need I say more?
3. 9 year old attitude.. I am so tired of arguing about nothing...
4. My husband is great..don't get me wrong.. But i am tired of his lateness and complete lack of urgency!
5. CANCER-can't seem to get it off my mind.. everytime I turn around i hear about someone else that "has cancer".. seriously? What the hell is going on here? This sounds really ridiculous but I am scared to death, scared of cancer, getting it, dealing with it. I hate that my mom is going thru this.

Today I reached my breaking point for no apparent reason.. I was being extra bitchy to my family and realized I just needed to go run.. And run I did. I took the back loop, about 4.5 miles around Red Mountain.. I started out walking and the more I thought about cancer, the faster I walked, then jogged..by the time I reached the very back of the neighborhood I was at an all out sprint. I ran, cried, sweated so hard-screaming and crying, looking like a crazy person. Tears streaming down my face, until I had to stop because, although I don't have asthma, I felt like i was having an asthma attack. I couldn't catch my breath so I stood there and sobbed like a baby for a few minutes.. I jogged, then walked back home feeling completely loose.. I had so much pent up anger/fear inside of me that I had to let it out..
I guess I need to do this more often because I feel 10 pounds lighter.. if only that were the case..lol

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Today..


Today I am thankful for ZUMBA! I met a couple friends to try this class this morning at 8:30..How fun! Fast paced, salsa, rumba, latin dancing.. 1 full hour of non stop dancing..

It was a great workout.I left feeling totally energized and will definately do this again.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Day Trip

Beautiful Arizona



















Saturday, February 27, 2010

Thoughts....

I have been feeling a lot of ups and downs lately.. Watching my mom go through cancer again has made me feel a lot of things.. Anger, why did this happen to MY mom, MY family?
Sadness, how can we get through this when the odds are stacked against us? Scared, how will I ever get along without my dear mom?
Optimistic, the doctors are doing everything she can and she feels ok right now.

My mom and I were having a discussion about how people can dissapoint us sometimes and that it is better not to have expectations from people because that is when they let you down. My mom made this statement "I know I have disappointed you and let you down at times". I didn't think about it too much til I got off the phone with her.. WOW.. I am really sorry she feels that way. I don't!

My mom is one of the strongest people I know, and she doesn't see herself like that.
She single handedly raised 3 kids to be contributing members of society. We are all happy people and she is responsible for that.
Sure, there were tough times for all of us but she did an amazing job!

I guess I have been thinking about my life and how fragile people are. As a child I never thought anything would ever happen to my mom.. here we are..dealing with it. We are strong and united though.. I love my mom, strong and beautiful!

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Model Mania..







So Ricks cousin and her husband are professional models. They stopped in for a visit again this last weekend. We had a blast eating, playing dice, musical chairs and eating again.. Once again, they were good sports and let the girls dress them up for a "runway" show.





Presenting Jon and Stephanie Passavant:
After their stylist team were finished with them:Kalvyn, Jordyn and Madison Davis

Stephie at work on a regular day:


Jon at work on a regular day:



Thanks for a good time guys!